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He wears glasses.
He writes long posts.
He wishes for your happiness.

Black is his color.
Moon is his symbol.
Love is his essence.

He is Lezard, a mad lover.
He is Caius, a masked philanthropist.
He is Bren, a melancholic dreamer.

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Insane Nerd
Angel Tolosa, my daughter, for choosing this blog for me.

Strange...I felt as if I havent visited this blog of mine for a long time...while I only missed a day. I guess it is true that `For emos, time is frozen.` LOL

Anyway, I wont be talking about emo stuff today. In fact, I believe I`m having one of the happiest days in my life! I found alot of things to be happy for...and I am more than happy to share this wonderful feeling with you!

``Thank you, Bren...``
Those were the last sweet words that I received from a person who was once my love. Yeah...I couldnt help but be happy when I realized that all my efforts for courtship, though led me to failure, brought me a nice and kind friend to add in my list. I guess this is one of the magics of moving on...we talk with each other more comfortable now, we are now able to crack jokes and tease each other, and we are now able to be ourselves...without ever concerning ourselves as to what each of us think of the other. Haha, and I`m somehow glad that things didnt end up the way I feared...I didnt feel like I lost anything. I`m sure we`ll both find our happiness soon, and until then, I`ll stay as a friend for her.

``Stat and Swimming! Who`s your daddy?!``
My dad commended me for my progress in learning how to swim. I am now able to swim as far as 15m, as compared to -(insert stupid number here) before. In today`s statistics class, we werent able to have the test due to some of my classmates who attended a seminar instead. The idle time gave me an oppurtunity to learn statistics by heart...one by one...and I have to say this if only I would focus on this, passing is definitely not impossible. Yeah, these two subjects which I initially thought will ruin my second semester are now the subjects that I will embrace with courage and determination. Things wont be easy, but I will definitely try my best! No more negatives for you two!

``Finally! Its time we get back to business!``
...Ok, not exactly `business`, but good news for our household has finally arrived! Dad`s visa is now processed, and in just a matter of days, he will be able to fly back to Angola to work. We`ve waited for a good 6 months for this day to come...6 months of strict budget, 6 months of financial agony, 6 months of hotdogs and kariman for lunch (thats only for me). With Dad returning back to circulation, we can finally feel a little more comfortable with our financial dealings. Its still early to assume that everything from here on will be luxurious for us, but I do believe that with my dad back into the business, we`re sure to get things a little easier now, at least as far as money is concerned. Dad! Waiting patiently and faithfully really pays off, right? n_n

``Professor Happy Mushroom``
Yes, she is here once again in this post. Haha, forgive me if I cannot help but include her in almost all of my posts lately...its just that this special person has influenced my life by a lot. And when I say A LOT, I really mean it. Yeah, it goes without saying that when she entered my life, everything changed for the better. I`ve gained more confidence for myself, I became much more aware and careful of everything, I took my studies not only as subjects to get by, but lessons to learn by heart, I learned to appreciate many things that I closed my eyes against before, and most of all, I am able to grow more as a person who values true knowledge and wisdom above all else. Haha, its kinda feels funny, since I have only met this person once, and yet, this person has given me this much inspiration. Hopefully, sometime in the near future, I, too, will be able to give her as much happiness as I have right now. Yeah, sorry for sounding too dramatic again here, but this is all I can do for now...to thank you for everything you`ve brought me. You stay cool and happy, ne? n_n

A rather short post compared to my previous ones, but this sums up all what my heart is throbbing for right now. So the saying was true after all: ``there`s a rainbow always after the rain``. Lord God, thank you for not leaving me in the darkness for too long. From here on, I promise that I will always stand strong and faithful and find the purpose you have prepared for me. I wont take these people and these challenges for granted...and I will do my best to live the best life I could live for all of them.

YAY!!! Happiness! n_n

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